The other day at school I was depressed and didn’t want to talk to anyone so I didn’t, and my crush came up to me (which is a girl) and said are you mad I was sitting next to Luke. I was about to get up and hit her because I upset about something happening at home but a teacher came by and told her to sit down (it was at lunch). I was upset and furious at that point so I talked to counselor and shes like the only way I can help you calm down is you tell me who your crush is.
I ran out of the office crying and she running after me but I was to fast but the mistake was running into the restroom because she went in there and I was crying so loud everyone had to stay in there classrooms. At home I pretend I’m happy but behind closed doors I’m blasting music in my ears so I can’t hear them because sometimes they yell and argue and I can’t deal with it so I go to my cousin for support and all she tells me is how am I supposed to help you then she’ll call me nasty words and then tell my mom I’m being mean.
Then I get punished for it and I didn’t do anything and she comes back to me apologizing and then does it again and I’m starting to think I’m a dummy to her because I don’t cry that much anymore after my dad died I’m just depressed and don’t have a lot of emotion anymore. Nobody gets me they just think I’m a normal teen because I try to act normal so no one suspects anything.
Love, Brianna.
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